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ckymaury:

When i think, i think of everything. Not only what could go wrong, but why things are are going right this time around. I sit here every single night, unless i party, and ponder into deep thought, when i know i shouldn’t and i told myself i would stop, but i don’t, because when i reach that inner…

“Why didn’t I learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.”
– Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via ekaxo)

(Source: seabois, via ekaxo)

Goodbye.

viva-la-vixen:

I miss your company. Your friendship. I miss how much we had in common, and our nights where we did nothing and had a great time together.

I miss who I thought you were.

But you’re not that person, and I’m moving on. You don’t deserve me, and you’ll regret your decision one day.

And by then it’ll be too late.

this was just literally my thoughts. well said.

donldlover:

All the shine - Childish Gambino

Cant wait to see him at Hardrock!

(via callmeismaelito)

I’m a mess
That’s the best way to describe it
Having no time to myself is the only way I can fight it
When I’m alone it’s like I’m staring into a mirror
Don’t know the person inside it and that’s never been any clearer

I miss your family and I miss all our friends
If you had it to do over would you do it over again, 
Cause I would, this meant something more to me
There’s a hole in my heart where you used to be

I still wish you the best of luck, baby
And don’t go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn’t forget you if I tried

You killed what was left of the good in me
I’m tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that’s in front of me
No other words need be spoken
And I’ve got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of our past mistakes held inside
I’ll live with regret for my whole life

I confess that I brought this all on myself
Condemned to suffer alone, like there’s nobody else
When you’re gone, it’s like a whole part of me’s missing
So I’ll keep living the lie and just hope that you’re listening
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/a_day_to_remember/you_be_tails_ill_be_sonic.html ]
I tried to make us a life here
But our foundation was built on sand
No time to run until the damage was done
And I’ve never had the upper hand

I still wish you the best of luck, baby
And don’t go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn’t forget you if I tried

You killed what was left of the good in me
I’m tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that’s in front of me
No other words need be spoken
And I’ve got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of our past mistakes held inside
I’ll live with regret for my whole life

All the things you love are all the things I hate
How did we get here in the first place?

I play it cool but it’s hard to be (All my trust) 
Is slowly burning inside of me (Over what)
There can’t be anymore progress, I know our fate
The only thing that can heal this is time and space

You killed what was left of the good in me
I’m tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that’s in front of me
No other words need be spoken
And I’ve got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of our past mistakes held inside
I’ll live with regret for my whole life
For my whole life

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/a_day_to_remember/#share

I miss you

I miss your scent.

I miss your laugh.

I miss your smile.

I miss your insults.

I miss your style.

I miss your voice.

I miss your heartbeat.

I miss your sleep. 

Theres somethings in life that wont ever change. 

I will always miss you. 

strangers

two people that have never met, set eyes, or had any type of interaction with….

this is what i feel with you.

this is what i have to feel with you.

i want to get back to square one. only because… i know ill have you again at that point.

but, i feel like your friends know what you want out of this. I know you want to be my friend right now. I know you want to see me, to hangout, to talk, to see how Im doing. But you wont. YOu wont see me, You wont hear me, You wont feel me, You wont know anything about me. Its as if i just died. Nothing of mine will be brought into your path. I can guarantee you that, at least for now. Theres always a part of me that thrives for that phone call, or text message, or your appearance at my doorstep…always…but i cant fall back to me. Because i will break down. Tremendously.

I wish i knew what you were doing….who youre associated with. what youre thinking about. If i even cross your mind. at all.

I love you.

weird

to know the music CD i was making you was a break up CD. now i realize why i was making it while we were together. 

bmxsexxandrocknroll:

Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete their number and move on. You don’t have to forget who that person is..only accept that they aren’t that person anymore.

SO RIGHT!